I hurt from inside
My esteem has been tangled
Friend making jokes of me
Thinking they could all do better
What was it really?
I went for what I love
Some mistake I let slip
Through my under-consciousness
But who really mastered mistakes
I might not deserve it
I’m worthy of a second chance.
If adventures lead me to a dead end
Or my endeavors; nowhere
I should still have my hommies
No matter our branches and deltas
We can still flow together
If my exam return a pass
And my war a victory
I will be celebrated
A conqueror among conquerors
They can have their hearsay
I’ll go for my hunt
A second shut at the mission
Though the outcome foggy
I hope all goes well
Source: PoemHunter Poetry Series, 2013.