i thought i knew you
i thought our love was geniue
i thought you felt my care
i thought you will stay forever
but you turn your face away
wishing i will just go away
not knowing that in my heart
your soft spot remains intact
many times i dare to your face
and show that i love you still
but you while the words away
thinking it’s all child play
sometimes you say to me
my love overwhelms you
but you just spoke them
from the surface of your lips
to keep me glued to you
you say you love me
but your sublime actions
are of green snake, green grass
you dont want me no more
but wont stand up to me
you just go about
with just a mission
to break my heart
in which you succeeded.
Every absence of mind is another shot at it
yet i still love you
i curse the jobless change
that changed you
before you never want me
don’t you remember?
Before the accursed change
before you never want me
Dont you remember?
The care we showed
the passion we shared
the love we built
and i still remember
the warmth of your hug
the brightness of your smile
and i hope you realize
before the eleventh hour
and will come home to papa.
Source: PoemHunter Poetry Series, 2013.